Zindagi ek paheli

hi freinds,
life bhi kya kya rang dikhati h kabhi hasati h to kabhi rulati h. rona bhi chaho to ro nahi sakte. hasne ka muaka milta h to wo bhi chheen liya jata h. koshish bhi lakh ki hasne hasane ki magar sab bekaar. socha ki shayad naseeb me yahi likha h par kya ye sahi h. main to us bhagwan par bhi dosh nahi dal sakta kyuki shayad wo apne jagah sahi h aur mere ek dost ne bhi kaha tha ki karni humari hoti h aur bharna bhi humko hi padta h to phir us bhagwan ko dosh kyu. kya ye sahi h ya nahi h...
lakh koshish ki apna dard chhupane ki lakh koshish ki unhe bhool jane ki magar..... na ye koi kahani thi na hi koi film..... ye real life thi... agar koi dost tumse kahe ki main zidagi bhar tumhara saath doonga to kya wo sach kah raha hoga ... kya aisa ho sakta h.... maloom nahi magar ha ab main shayad vishwas bhi na kar sakoo..... kaise koi aisa faisla le leta jisse uski khud ki hi nahi doosre ki zindagi me bhi badlaw aa jate h..... pata nahi..... maine humesha life me apne friends ko tarjeeh di magar uska return kal mujhe mila pata laga ki main kitna galat tha uski life me meri koi ahmiyat hi nahi thi..... koshish bhi ki magar bayan nahi kar paya.... shayad sabd na mile ya samay na mila ya himmat nahi juta paya usse ye kahne ki usne aisa kyo kiya.... wo bhi kisi ke kuch bhi kah dene par..... hmmmm... aise nikal phenka jaise chai me se makhkhi....... hahaha yahi dosti thi... kya yahi dosti thi ... shayad isse to dushmani hi bhali thi.....kam se kam dard to na hota door jane me unse......



Bhool gaye wo hume aise jaise hum kabhi the hi nahi.....
Bhool gaye wo hume aise jaise hum kabhi the hi nahi.....
koshish bhi ki unhe yaad dilane ki to wo bhi vifal rahi....
kis tarah bebas lachaar hokar rah gaye hum is zamane me....
Bhool gaye wo hume aise jaise hum kabhi the hi nahi.....

shayad tha yahi tak saath us ooffff....kya likhu koi rishta hi na bacha ho jab
shayad tha yahi tak saath us angel ka meri zindagi me....
magar karke roshan ek baar jahan ko wo andhera kyu kar gaye zindagi ko...
Bhool gaye wo hume aise jaise hum kabhi the hi nahi.....

Maayne badal gaye zindagi ke ek pal me hi ....
maayne badal gaye zindagi ki ek pal me hi...
bejaan ho gayi zindagi aise jaise kabhi thi hi nahi....
Bhool gaye wo hume aise jaise hum kabhi the hi nahi.....

kya gunaah kiya tha humne... kya gunaah kiya tha humne...
hume to ye bhi pata nahi...
koshish bhi ki unhe yaad dilane ki to wo bhi vifal rahi....
Bhool gaye wo hume aise jaise hum kabhi the hi nahi.....

likhna to chaha itna magar likh bhi to sake nahi ,,,,,,
dil me dard utha itna jitna usko bhi pata nahi.....
Bhool gaye wo hume aise jaise hum kabhi the hi nahi.....


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magar isi life me kuch log aise bhi h shayad jinhe main bhool na paau.... mere wo dost jinhe maine dhukh pahuchaya hurt kiya sirf uski vajah se....... kabhi maaf nahi kar paunga khud ko,
himmat hi nahi juta paa raha hu mai to ki kaise unhe batau ye kyonki kahi bata dene se dosti par se unka bhi yakin na uth jaye......


magar phir bhi kahunga <3 u my dear friends....
mujhe maaf karna ...


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tumhara apna (agar mano to)